Return

I've been away from this for too long. Honestly, it was refreshing for awhile to not have to post everyday. As I seek after the You, I just wanted to focus and hear You. When I came to posting I felt like I was trying to explain You or get something special. So as I took some time away it just got harder and harder to stay focused. I kept up with the texts, but they didn't mean as much without this space to work through it all. But any time I actually had time to work through stuff, I didn't really want to engage You at all.

Why does this always happen? These times of disinterest? These times of no motivation? When my praise for You should be high, coming up on a time that I will need You most, it seems that I've been the least interested in actually seeking You. I would say that this month has been the most insanely busy month for me in a while. Of course, then we could start questioning my priorities, which would be very fair. They are obviously out of order.

So, today I'm here again. Speak today, through the Scriptures or elsewise. Not so that I have something to post, but instead so that we have something to share together Lord. Return in power to my life as I make the effort to return to You.