Ramblings

So over the past few days I've continued to read Paul's letters, though I haven't had the time to talk to You here. It's been because of several reasons, not the least of which is the new workout program my wife and I have embarked upon. I really appreciate the chance to do something together with her, to have another common goal in completing this 90 day program. I feel like the more her and I share experiences, the stronger and closer our marriage will get. Now, I need the ability to lead her in spiritual activities too. That is something I am committed to.

Along with that, I feel the weight of the church on me this week. And I'm not sure what the next step is. Sometimes I feel that I am a dreamer, visioner, and schemer, but when it comes to the details I'm not sure what goes next. I'm not sure that we came to a final conclusion at our leader's meeting as to what to do next, so that makes me feel in paralysis. Lord, I often seek You in questions, and today I have a simple one. What do I do?

I pray that Your leading was in the email I just sent. Lord God, I love You. I want to serve You and lead others to serve You too. I am praying today in the name of my Savior, Jesus Christ, amen.